September 20, 2007
In all that we do, mistakes happen. Challenges and obstacles are always there to oppose us. But, among all those problems, precious blessons remain.
As I sat quietly inside our classroom, I deeply reminisce the first day when classes opened. How I wish time would just freeze so I can have more moments enjoying my days left in highschool but, I know this dream will never come to life. I know that everything ends with goodbyes and it's so hard for me to let go this memorable chapter of my life and I keep in mind that I can cherish my meager time by bonding deeper with my cliques and making unforgettable happenings with them.
It's been three months since my 4th year life started. It is full of downfalls, pressure, problems, excitement, love, defeat and success. The thing is I had always problems in everything especially, reviewing my notes and doing my homeworks. I'm so depressed with my test scores in Chemistry and so down-hearted in Physics. I listen to the lectures but, it's as if my consciousness is closed. I can't count how many times I rushed my assignments and I had a difficulty in budgeting my time. Even if I schedulled my to do's on this day, it is always jumbled up because I can't control my time. I envy also my schoolmates for having the nicest, most creative and funny blogs I ever saw! Sometimes, I feel shy to give my URL thinking what they might say. Though I'm the average in class, there are more instances that I hesitated to recite.
In this case, I learned to trust myself and my talents. Believed in loving my craft and changed for the better. Up to this day, I lived up on that and I still realize how powerful its impact to me.
I know my grades at the end of the 1st Quarter are just initial, they might change with just a snap so, I keep doing my best striving, and searching for more knowledge until the end.....
--bAyo--
